tonight
04.09.05 (1:07 am) [edit]A call from my former co-worker kept me on the phone for almost two hours tonight. It was quite unusual us to find each other not at work on Friday night. There should be a couple of reasons of it. It was not so long ago that she got mugged and taken all the cash she had when at a session. This brutality is one of the possibility when might run into when we are at work and she did run into it. I was away from work tonight because I wanted to focus on some school work that I need to comlete to some extent tonight, which is not likely any more.
I was relieved to hear that she was leaving the work with a full gear for she had been going through worst times recently and I believe her shifting her focus into day time as a hair dresser on the make. She is breaking up her abusive husband and it takes a lot of work to get away from it and build up her new life all over again.
I have been through the shittiedt time, which I am not certain that I would be able to leave as she will as she moves on, that is heavily related to my school work and life change. I am feeling too low any way until I make up my mind; or other factor will make my mind up after all. It is just that I need to examine what is making me feel this shitty and what it really means to be in it and how I can straighten myself up in a real sense. My work has very little to do with it.