the intuition and the bond
06.10.06 (8:21 pm) [edit]I have been married for three months by today, and find it utterly a joke not only for my case but also as a institution. What a degraded and economical form it is to control human behavior. The movie A night at maud's by was a great take on this issue, a marriage for the lowest form of compromising for men and women to meet their practical needs, only in the very reduced form.
However, I am happiest today ever since the beginning of April when my husband started the uncontrollable binging, because I could never stay with him without fighting badly for his getting ultimately agitated because of his drug problem and the conflict it causes us. what a road we are treading, for some reason we do not even know, but something like intuition we might have and the attachment we feel enough to be called the bond.