Bitter or Sweet? A hooker's off
06.15.05 (1:54 am) [edit]During the time that I was away from working in the full gear, I have developed this bad habit of getting technical with multiple partners. This is not the bad part, though. The bad part that I have a trouble leaving behind is that I don't get paid for it.
This is what people might do more often and I should take this as a rehabilitation to get back to something humaine. However, this really throws my pace off and has screwd my feeling up.
The only good news that I got today is that all the results of regular check ups were fine. I can go back to work without any worry now.
I went to Brighton Beach just as usual today; all the people are out there for bathing and swimming. I wish I had been one of those who can enjoy and forget all the troubles in life. I left there before dark figuring the tradition of kidnapping marriage. Sometime it could be way easier to be abducted and forced instead of having to choose at our own risk. Having grown to attached so much to certain men that I am so much in love with makes it tougher to go back to work and now copulate with strangers in a steady basis.